i ****ed up bigtime.
yesterday we fought all day long, then i go to her place and everything is perfect, we say sorry to eachother and bla bla bla. she even gives me a bj because i was right. and then when i am about to leave, she takes my cellphone and looks at my messages and sees that i was bitching about her being a bitch during the day. that pissed her off, so she searched deeper and she learnt that i almost cheated on her about a month ago (nothing happened though), yet she was furious and told me to gtfo, that she will think about what she'll do with me.
i know. the onlyone i can blame is myself, i am aware of that.
i cant lose her.
not an other one.